Showing posts with label jihad-ul akbar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label jihad-ul akbar. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

THE FIRST STRUGGLE ... illusion and the self-delusion of humble glory


The Greater Struggle
Every breath is a struggle,
Every blink of your eye,
Every thought that passes
Through your mind,
Every passion stirs
In your heart.

Do you need for arms,
Armours and wages of war
Before your struggle starts?
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Muslims often say, "Jihad is not just war. The Jihad ul-Akbar (the Greater Struggle) is the personal struggle against our own ego and nafs (base desires)." Yeah... we say a lot of stuff. But we don't actually mean it, for time and time again, I observe than we are often overwrought and impressed by military history, weapons of destruction and violent sentiments. Of course we couch it in the name of God and His Beloved Muhammad (saws). 

So I say now that...

The First Struggle
The first struggle for you
Is to overcome your self-delusion
That you truly understand 
What is the Greater Struggle,

And for you to mind your manners with
The ant under your feet,
The woman that you claim to love,
The air that you breathe but do not own,
The God that you claim to worship but Whom you keep distant
And the Prophet that you claim to love but do not follow.
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I read someone who decries why Muslims are not "jihad-ing" like how we used to in the past. The struggle, right from the moment of the prophet of Muhammad Habibullah (saws) continues. Look with your heart and see our struggle! Not one moment passes that we are not walking upon the path between right and wrong!

Mika completed his first khatam quran yesterday at his mummy's house.
And it was a struggle. How beautiful it was
because it was indeed a struggle!

wa min Allah at-taufiq.

- Notrumi Embun, 28th May 2014

Hate has no place in Islam
Love will show the Way

Sunday, April 15, 2012

IN THE STRUGGLE IN THE MEANING OF WORDS THE LION OF GOD IS NOT SLEEPING - The Caliph, The Believers and the Banner of Truth

Nature of Words, the Amirul Muqminin
Words are signposts
And gates to a matrix
Of complex emotions
And perceptions of knowledge
That man like to call experiences.

If you like, it is like a button,
But what the button triggers
When you push it entirely depends on you.
And there in a nutshell is all you need
To understand about the written and spoken words
And our God-given choices.

To some, God is akin to a tribal war God,
Jealous and Vengeful,
To others, God is the delicate ripple in a stream,
The laughter and crying of little babes,
And the glowing beauty of mothers.

To some, the music of God is
In the beating of the war drums,
And in the mad chants of a street mob,
To others, the music of God is
In the sounds of  birds and crickets,
In the rhythmic pulse of a Sufi assembly,
And in the music of Mozart, Bach and Tchaikovsky,
The Compositions of God’s Glory.

To some, God is the God of hate and hubris,
Despair and Ignorance, Alienation and Death,
To others, God is the God of Moses, Jesus and Muhammad,
God the Ever-Living, Holding the Leash of the Lion of God,
His most humble servant, the Caliph of Islam,
The Amirul Muqminin.

Now then… what do you feel when you say the word ‘God’?
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Life is all about a journey in the meaning of words. And the Great Jihad (Jihad-ul Akbar) is all about the struggle in the meaning of words. It is a wholly personal and intimate struggle within oneself, and it begins with oneself - He who knows himself knows his Lord.

About a week ago, an old Sufi grandshaykh in a non-descript small village in Lefke, Cyprus announced the new Caliph of Islam, His Highness King Abdullah II of the Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan. And this is a special event, but only part of an ancient chain of events marking the eternal struggle in the meaning of words - What does it mean when you say the word 'God'? What is a Caliph? What is a Muslim? What is a Believer (Muqminin)? What is a man? A woman? What is meant by Heaven? What is Earth? What is the Devil? This jihad is not the monopoly of Muslims. This is your jihad too, the jihad of all mankind, as we seek to understand our place in the Cosmos, as we seek to define our rights and obligations towards each other as members of the human race.


The jihad in the meaning of words places all of mankind on the same level, because the essential subject matter, Mankind himself is exactly the same whether you are from Wyoming or Granada, from Moscow or Sao Paulo. Only our skin tone, our hair, our stature, our facial features and the colour of our eyes may be different. But these are only the earthly dresses that our souls wear... alas it has confounded some of us into thinking we are better than others, somehow more 'special' in the Eyes of God.

After a week of the declaration of the new Caliph, there is mostly silence, save for the stuttering and mutterings of a few souls on the internet. My only sadness, if you want to call it that, is Shaykh Raja Ashman Shah ibni Sultan Azlan Shah (Ku Ash) is not here to share this significant moment in history with his friends, followers and admirers. But if there is one thing which is taught in Sufi orders (indeed in mystic orders of all religion) is that nothing is coincidental. Everything happens to serve a purpose. In this near future, we shall all perhaps be privileged to witness the unmasking of deceit and the unveiling of truth. And this is always good news in our daily struggle in the meaning of words, don't you agree?

Oh wait. Before I leave I should answer the question - What do I feel when I say the word 'God'? Of course, I feel and think of you. For there is only one you - My brothers and sisters of all faith, united in the praise and worship of One God.

wa min Allah at-taufiq


Hate has no place in Islam
Love will show the Way.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Change, Jihad-ul Akbar, and the Dream that Lasts Forever

We are living in too much fear. We open the newspapers and what do we find? People are protesting and dying all over the world, the price of oil is going up, international bankers are lending to each other to prop up the price propaganda of the equity and debt markets, movie stars betraying each other and going to jail, floods, earthquakes, landslides and typhoons destroying lives and property, the unemployment rates are rising, riots in cities, wars and civil unrests, terrorists are everywhere, analysts forecast a weaker global economy, recession, double dip recession, institutionalised and ad-hoc corruption, and there is not even a good program on tv.

Inter spaced between these bad news are advertisements quietly unsettling your contentment - I already have a pair of shoes. But there is a new style/colour out. Buy! Buy! Buy! I already have a handphone, But now there is one that can talk back to me. Buy! Buy! Buy! I already have a car. But now there is a better model and it looks awesome. Buy! Buy! Buy!

Squeezed between the fear generated by both mainstream/alternate media and the discontentment which is the product of consumerism's marketing, I am really surprised as to the number of sane people I come across every day. Sensible, thoughtful and prudent. It is from them that I take my lessons of life and not from the news organisation nor the marketers of dreams with expiry dates. For I want my dreams to last forever.

While we can opt out of the mainstream media and surf the internet for alternative points of view, it is not good enough. For even alternative news sites have their agendas. Change is an organic thing, like quitting smoking, better diet, and more exercise. And change is a fundamentally spiritually thing, like praying and fasting, doing charity work, dzikr (remembrance of God) and salawat (praising the Prophet) and just being nice to everyone. We have to stop blaming other people for the troubles of this world and start changing ourselves. This is the Jihad-ul Akbar, the Great(est) Struggle. It sounds holy fancy and operatic, but the truth is, success in the Great Struggle is built upon small personal changes.

Go on... try to make that change. The operative word here being 'try', because after all, if it was easy it would not be called a struggle. God will not judge you for failing, He will love you for trying. Have a beautiful day, sunshine.

wa min Allah at-taufiq

Hate has no place in Islam
Love will show the Way